I feel lost
I feel unfilled, I feel no pain
This emptiness grows deep inside and courses through my veins
But, I'll keep walking, in hopes to find my way
They Say Just Wait Till Morning, you'll find new things every day

No, I've waited, the sun still sets the same
This game has gone on too long, where should I place this blame?
Maybe it's me, maybe it's time I change my thoughts
And go a new direction before time runs out and I get caught

But I don't know, I feel as though I'm trapped
It's Groundhog Day, I'm on repeat, and I feel I can't adapt
I'm all alone, it's like no one understands
They all have their own goals and I'm left here with no plans

I can't waste time, cause too much time was wasted
I can't stop here, I'll try some different places
Need motivation, I need some way to stop the time
Take some pen and paper and try to express what's on my mind

I'm thinking back just a little bit too far
I wonder how I got here when I had so much from the start
Such a waste of the day, it's 6pm, still in bed
Trying to figure out these thoughts in my head

They keep crossing and going back and forth
Every single one has a hint of remorse
And I'm torn between two things, I can't make up my mind
So I try to find ways to preoccupy my time

What am I doing? What am I looking for?
Why am I hiding? Why does my heart feel sore?
Why can't I change? Why can't I find my way?
It's just another day where everything is all the same

I'll find my calling, is what I tell myself
But every day I place my dreams upon an empty shelf
What am I living for? My life's an empty shell
Gotta break away from this world, no this barren hell

But don't you worry, I know I'll be okay
I have some good support from people who live far away
I have my family, I have my cherished friends
I have my music to depend on through the thick and thin

And I'll keep walking in hopes to find my way
They Say Just Wait Till Morning, you'll find new things every day
The sun will shine again and maybe light my path
And I'll stick into this world, even if I end up last

--- Senpai - They Say Just Wait Till Morning - [link]

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I felt that the lyrics summarize me right now. In two days I'll be graduating from High School and while everyone is happy and cheerful; I feel kinda sad. Not at all because I liked high school but because I never got any chance to show others what I'm really made of. Now they all just treat me like shit all the time and act like I'm useless.

I only hope that college will be different....

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On another note... even though I still feel really bad right now I might already be coming back... might be...

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Art - BarbieBurnanator

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